Reflection and Purpose

Monday, November 12, 2012

I know I talk about LA a lot, and my love for this crazy city. I don't mean to come off as a pompous Angelino, I just feel like I've finally found the place I belong. Let me go back.... I grew up in a small town, the same small town both my parents grew up in. Everyone knew my family, and everyone knew me. Despite the comfort and familiarity, I never felt like I belonged there; something just never felt right. All of my friends growing up came from much wealthier families than mine, my parents were the first to get divorced, and I had a personality unmatched. I tried to blend, but always felt a like an outsider. My friends are probably shocked if they're reading this, because I'm sure they never knew my feelings. I spent 18 years in that town, trying to make it work, but itching to leave every second. I think it's normal for kids to say they hate their hometown and want to leave, for me though, I knew I was suffocating.

After many, many years spent searching the depths of my inner thoughts, I made the move to Los Angeles; I was 25. I can't explain it, but I immediately clicked with this city, I was finally home. I've never had that feeling before and I've lived in numerous places. I honestly didn't know if I'd ever feel like I "fit" anywhere. I still get the same feeling every time I pull off the 101 into Hollywood, my heart flutters a bit and I feel home. I know this city isn't for everyone, and I'm quite thankful for that, we have enough people as is ;)

Now that I found where I belong, I have made my peace with my hometown. I am grateful I grew up there and I have some amazing childhood friends. It wasn't until I left though that I could fully appreciate it.

I also have Los Angeles to thank for my journey with fashion. I always had the inner passion, but the spirit of LA really inspired me. My husband always says "to be inspired, you have to be inspired." It sounds pretty silly, but it's true. Inspiration doesn't come out of thin air, you have to find it, and when you do, you better hold tight.

So, thank you Los Angeles, for allowing me to make you my home, and inspiring me everyday. Even when I hate you, I wouldn't want to live anywhere else, apparently 4 million people feel the same way. I guess I'm not that special :D

In addition, if it wasn't for Los Angeles thrift stores I would have never had the inventory to start this blog... speaking of inventory, take a look at what I have for you today.

Total Outfit Cost: $32.78
Estimated Retail: $164.24

brand:Old Navy
purchase price:$3.99
purchased from: The Goodwill
estimated retail: $29.94

purchase price: free (traded clothing for it)
purchased from: Buffalo Exchange
estimated retail: unknown

{maxi skirt}
brand: Banana Republic
purchase price:$5.99
purchased from: The Goodwill
estimated retail: $79.50

{gold cuff}
brand: Forever 21
purchase price: $7.80
purchased from: Forever 21
estimated retail:$7.80

purchase price: $15.00
purchased from: Payless Shoes
estimated retail: $32.00

I am also Guest Posting over at Style at a Steal today! Go check out all my thrifting tips!!

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